My nephew's test results were all clear. He is doing great now. Oldest niece goes to court August 18th. She never comes around much. The others are good. Nothing much going on with them. I am trying to quit drinking. I'm taking it day by day. I guess thats about it.
By the way, thanks Sherry.
Friday, July 03, 2009
Sunday, June 14, 2009
A downward spiral
Otherwise known as my journey into darkness...
Helloooooo is anybody still out there?? It's been forever since I've written. Point of this post is to get some crap off my mind. May 6, 2008 I had gastric bypass surgery-yes I was WAY overweight. To the point of stroke & heart attack level. I did it for health reasons, not because I cared about being fat. Anyway, I have lost +170 lbs. Great, right? The problem is being the fat kid was my identity, so now that I don't have the weight I feel like I've lost my identity. Stupid, I know but welcome to my world! I've found myself on a path of self-destruction. I had to give up sweets, sodas, bread & pasta unfortunately I replaced those with vodka. My drinking is out of control. I know I need to stop but I can't. Things have been wicked crazy. I should be doing great, I have a new body & a new lease on life. Guys are actually looking at me and not being disgusted with what they see. Which brings up another issue-they didn't want me when I was fat so they can't have me now. Makes them seem shallow if they only concerned with appearance. There are 3 guys at work that have always treated me good, other than that, they are all shallow pigs. On to my other issues-my crush that I've been pining over for 3 years forgot to mention that he is still married. I found it out the hard way. Very heartbreaking. My oldest niece who is 19 got into some trouble and may have to serve jail time. I'm scared for her because I've seen what jail can do to a person. I think she needs to learn her lesson but I don't think she can survive in jail. I'm torn emotionally about this. She's a spoiled brat who only thinks of herself but still, she's my niece and I love her. Next-my nephew, 15 has been having seizures and faintnig spells. He's been having to undergo all kinds of tests. They are afraid he might have a brain tumor. We are hoping that isn't the case. 2 of the nieces are now 16 and driving! How old do I feel!? The nephew is almost 16 and already has a car. It's a wicked cool convertible. The youngest one, my baby bop is 11 and hitting puberty. She told me the other day her mom is going to teach her how to shave her legs. I almost cried. I'll be 40 in August and still single. My damn hormones are out of control. I'm really stressed!!!
So, if any of my old buds are still out there, please write. I've had computer issues and lost all my blog addresses.
Thanks for listening
Helloooooo is anybody still out there?? It's been forever since I've written. Point of this post is to get some crap off my mind. May 6, 2008 I had gastric bypass surgery-yes I was WAY overweight. To the point of stroke & heart attack level. I did it for health reasons, not because I cared about being fat. Anyway, I have lost +170 lbs. Great, right? The problem is being the fat kid was my identity, so now that I don't have the weight I feel like I've lost my identity. Stupid, I know but welcome to my world! I've found myself on a path of self-destruction. I had to give up sweets, sodas, bread & pasta unfortunately I replaced those with vodka. My drinking is out of control. I know I need to stop but I can't. Things have been wicked crazy. I should be doing great, I have a new body & a new lease on life. Guys are actually looking at me and not being disgusted with what they see. Which brings up another issue-they didn't want me when I was fat so they can't have me now. Makes them seem shallow if they only concerned with appearance. There are 3 guys at work that have always treated me good, other than that, they are all shallow pigs. On to my other issues-my crush that I've been pining over for 3 years forgot to mention that he is still married. I found it out the hard way. Very heartbreaking. My oldest niece who is 19 got into some trouble and may have to serve jail time. I'm scared for her because I've seen what jail can do to a person. I think she needs to learn her lesson but I don't think she can survive in jail. I'm torn emotionally about this. She's a spoiled brat who only thinks of herself but still, she's my niece and I love her. Next-my nephew, 15 has been having seizures and faintnig spells. He's been having to undergo all kinds of tests. They are afraid he might have a brain tumor. We are hoping that isn't the case. 2 of the nieces are now 16 and driving! How old do I feel!? The nephew is almost 16 and already has a car. It's a wicked cool convertible. The youngest one, my baby bop is 11 and hitting puberty. She told me the other day her mom is going to teach her how to shave her legs. I almost cried. I'll be 40 in August and still single. My damn hormones are out of control. I'm really stressed!!!
So, if any of my old buds are still out there, please write. I've had computer issues and lost all my blog addresses.
Thanks for listening
Saturday, September 08, 2007
It's been a while
Sorry I kind of just disappeared from blog world. How is everyone? Hope things are well.
A lot has been going on around here but I won't bore you with most of it.
Main points of interest:
I got a new vehicle. It's a Honda Passport and is way cool.
I got a new job. Same place just different office. That promotion I mentioned last year? The job became available again so I put in for it. To my surprise I got it! I have my own office which is great! I'm pretty far away from my buddies which is not so great. Most of them have came to visit though. I don't have to share an office with someone who complains about how cold I keep the office! My office is connected to the Business Office and the women in there think I keep my office too cold. So I don't have one person complaining, I have three of them. No biggie though, they don't have to come in my office and they can close the connecting door. I'm not too fond of my new co-workers. I don't really fit in to their little clique and I'm not changing my behaviour just to be included. They've known me for over a year if they don't like me then they never will!
I got a new crush. Gave up on the other one. Too much drama with him. The worst part is I still like him a lot and miss him. We don't hang out like we used too. I thought we had been pretty good friends but something happened ( I have no clue what) and now he doesn't even want to be friends. The new crush is very cool. He works nights so I don't get to see him very often. Sounds weird but I think that is a good thing. Keeps the mystery there. If we hardly see one another it will make it more difficult for us to get tired of each other, right? Okay so maybe I'm just trying to fill the void the other one left but I had to do something!!
I guess that's it. I don't even know if anyone still comes over here. If you do, let me know how things are.
A lot has been going on around here but I won't bore you with most of it.
Main points of interest:
I got a new vehicle. It's a Honda Passport and is way cool.
I got a new job. Same place just different office. That promotion I mentioned last year? The job became available again so I put in for it. To my surprise I got it! I have my own office which is great! I'm pretty far away from my buddies which is not so great. Most of them have came to visit though. I don't have to share an office with someone who complains about how cold I keep the office! My office is connected to the Business Office and the women in there think I keep my office too cold. So I don't have one person complaining, I have three of them. No biggie though, they don't have to come in my office and they can close the connecting door. I'm not too fond of my new co-workers. I don't really fit in to their little clique and I'm not changing my behaviour just to be included. They've known me for over a year if they don't like me then they never will!
I got a new crush. Gave up on the other one. Too much drama with him. The worst part is I still like him a lot and miss him. We don't hang out like we used too. I thought we had been pretty good friends but something happened ( I have no clue what) and now he doesn't even want to be friends. The new crush is very cool. He works nights so I don't get to see him very often. Sounds weird but I think that is a good thing. Keeps the mystery there. If we hardly see one another it will make it more difficult for us to get tired of each other, right? Okay so maybe I'm just trying to fill the void the other one left but I had to do something!!
I guess that's it. I don't even know if anyone still comes over here. If you do, let me know how things are.
Sunday, July 29, 2007
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
Sunday, June 17, 2007
Finally got new pics of all the kids:
Ariel-The almost 18 yr old:
Haley-The almost 15 yr old:
Amber-The just turned 14 yr old:
Kevin-The almost 14 yr old:
Rachel-The 9 yr old:
Monday, May 28, 2007
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